Dear Emily:

No, you are not asking too many questions. I am curious about you because there is so much about you that is yet to be expressed. Think of all that magic you felt at times when you were a child, do you remember how a new day felt like, as if everything is possible? Do you remember how the cool grass felt under your bare feet, the sounds of the ocean waves.. the promise of good things?

That magic is still in you, a whole world is in there, within you. So, yes, I am curious!

But like you wrote, it will be difficult. To express your innermost thoughts and feelings with words, it will take you having alone time first, not being distracted, and being relatively calm in the mood for it, then start typing away how you feel, how you felt.. without editing yourself, just type away.. don’t worry about how you sound like, or what people will think. Type away what is true to you.

Do so, if and when you feel comfortable, and stop when you no longer feel comfortable.

anita