Dear anita,

thank you for the advice. It is a good idea to spend time alone after lots of social interactions.

Today I wanted to sign up for a uni class, but I am too afraid to do so. You can only sign up until today. I am also not sure if it would be the right thing to do. On one hand, I would like to get feedback and learn. And I could become more connected to my uni again. On the other hand, it could distract me from finishing my projects, and then it could take me even longer to study. Also, the social side scares me, that the other people would dislike me and that I was too strange to the professor in the past… Also technical issues, at least I got finally a new PC last winter, but still am missing some equipment.

I guess I will continue to work by myself.

It went better today. I got up early and went for a walk, it made me feel better. Later I drew and also worked on project C. Now I am seeing a solution to the problem that kept me stuck. So I feel more hopeful.

Tomorrow is my workday and I also want to do some yoga and work on project C.