Afternoon guys, hope your all having a good weekend! Feel a lot better today, last night I come in and fell asleep at half 8 and woke up early, considered sitting in but decided to venture out as it was a nice day, sat down a seafront pub for a few hours and drank j20s! I’ve popped to a friends and will probably go home to chill a bit later.

Sammy I appreciate your last post, a lot of effort and food for thought with that one, I feel I was always authentic with her, she knew how much I was into her and would do anything for her, this gave her all the power and i think this caused her to lose attraction, something I will definitely be working on for any future relationships where I will not be trying so hard to people please. The anxiety comes and goes, I think it’s mainly after periods where I am overthinking, today I’ve not had much time to think about things from socialising so really I need to be putting myself in more situations where I’m not able to overthink. I know once I speak to someone and learn CBT techniques that will also help.

The question you asked about the birthday gift, my personal view would to be get something with a lot of thought and too expensive, me personally I hate to receive gifts even at Christmas but if its something that’s had a lot of thought it’s made me feel really emotionally happy and meant a lot. I’m sure he will feel the same and you cannot be annoyed at someone showing how much they care by giving you a thoughtful gift.

Danny can’t believe you reported me lol, I had to look back at what I wrote and thought I had offended someone! All good, thanks for the words of encouragement.

Sammy your right I have made it through a difficult week, hopefully this one I will feel better, today has been a breath of fresh air, I’ve stuck to laying off the booze which is a big thing for me and I’ve got out of my house and socialised without being too sad so onwards and upwards 🙂

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