Thankyou So much Teak

Means a lot

Yes first of all answering to inability to let go of the situation with X

Well,

I wish I wake up tomorrow, knowing he has peacefully let me go,

Allowed me to believe what I want to, agreeing that yes we both have different views , but maybe things actually went wrong from both sides and we ll try to stay atleast just friends, and if that doesnt work out even then we wont have any hard feelings towards eachother and completely understand that we actually both did mess up

Why should I be the one taking responsibility of the entire thing as if I was some stupid to fall for it all,

And he hasnt let go of this, he is still cribbing about it and blaming me for it

Its hard , but I know if he was actually a caring person, he would have understood and let me go and not be telling one sided story to common friends just to show, it was all me, instead he would have just respected my decision and allowed me to actually heal

And comeback if I want to

I wish I could tell him that