Dear Ishita,

I am unable to accpt the fact he thinks it was all my fault and he had nothing to do with it

Why should I be the one taking responsibility of the entire thing as if I was some stupid to fall for it all,

It appears you’re unable to accept that he is blaming you and portraying you like a guilty party to your other friends.

You don’t want to be portrayed as guilty in other people’s eyes, but at the same time you don’t want to tell anyone your side of the story (the close friend who’s tried to mediate between the two of you “doesnt know the reason, because I havent told him”). You don’t want to admit that you fell in love with him because he treated you as if he was in love with you too. Could we say that?