@Jay2023

The weather has been decent where I’m situated. Do you feel you may have SDD too?
Don’t worry about your dip, you should realise by now you have it within you to rise above whatever is bringing you down. You’ve have survived your dark days and found the sun still rose, so you hold onto that hope that you will come out winning. There will be more happy days then sad to look forward to ahead.

Why do you fall asleep so early,  is to escape reality or because you’re just tired?

You really don’t want anything to do with her so I think you’ve started to let go of that attachment which was having a grip hold on you. So another baby step towards progress.

Jay, I hope those you know who do that to women are not part of the company you keep!  Also of course she had started to develop feelings lol (the woman dates to marry!) She wouldn’t be hurt otherwise would she? But agreed glad his creepiness was revealed earlier than later. If she had known his true colours, she wouldn’t have gone anywhere near him. He manipulated, led her on and thought he could selfishly do it until he got what he wanted. She’s a really beautiful lady inside out, intelligent and it is her soft heart which blinkered her. But like Danny said she’s strong and showed him the exit as soon as his mask slipped and she stuck to her values. She doesn’t need to change anything, she’s an amazing woman it’s the jerks who have a lot of work to do. Quite often you will find the kindest people have higher tolerances for crap and more likely to be taken advantage of. Just like you were.

Anyway it is better to change your picture after your fresh cut tomorrow rather than today. You’ll feel even more self confidence. Another pat on the back for the new trim figure too, it’s all coming together slowly but surely. Have a lovely dinner  i need to head to B&Q for a new toiletseat and bits for the bathroom might check in later. If not tomorrow!