Dear sossi:

I don’t think that the area where your ex and his girlfriend live was placed under lockdown because the two of them wronged you and you are therefore angry at them, but because the number of Covid cases in that area went up.

It’s not only the two people you are angry with who are living in that area, but a lot of people you don’t know, some of them are good people. If you think of karma as justice, then it wouldn’t be justice to punish all those other people, including good people,  for what was done to you by just two  people (your ex and his girlfriend), would it?

You wrote that lately you felt “a sense of panic”, because you are scared of not having enough money, and you feel depressed because of lack of love in your life. “maybe I’m addicted to the excitement, anything happening that can take that heavy burden off my shoulders”, you wrote-

– when I was depressed what I wanted was to no longer be be depressed, but what you want is more than to not be depressed; you want to be really happy, excited, joyful. Do I understand correctly?

“I’m very dark and intense to deal with.. exploring the dark corners before emerging stronger and calmer again”- if you would like to, when you have the time, please expand on this, I would like to understand better.

anita