PS. I am def grateful for everything that did go right, the problem is that I simply do not feel well because things not being terrible isn’t good enough anymore. I am actually missing good things like physical contact, going out, spending time with friends, intimacy, celebrations with family, and other things. Food seems to bring me happiness, but that’s a fake emotion as in it only makes me feel bad afterwards because I am trying to eat healthy and lose more weight. Anyway. It is what it is. Que sera, sera