Dear sossi:

I wish your life was way easier than it is, how wonderful it would be if you had a calm working environment!

You shared about your childhood: “other kids may have wished they had a different situation or life (my sister too) but I didn’t have that feeling, I just accepted what was and I felt it was enough.. kind of zen”- well, that Zen has been lost to you for quite some time. I am guessing you miss your childhood very much, wishing you could go back and re-live it (?)

anita