Dear Kibou:

“I have learned quite a lot about energy, empath, sensitivities in the last year from books, blogs, people, etc.”- interesting and telling, that you learned about energy, empathy and emotional sensitivities not primarily from people (or animals) who are alive with energy and emotion, but from non-living things: books and blogs. Although people wrote the books and blogs you read, you are not interacting with them.

When you interact with another person in real-life/ in-person, in a meaningful way, you can experience the energy and emotion of two people: you and the person you are interacting with. But when you sit alone, reading a book (or writing a book, as you have done), you are experiencing only one person’s energy and emotion, and that person is you.

About your epiphany following calling Cuba home, being surprised that it so happened that you referred to Cuba as home, being “near tears” at the thought and the emotion accompanying the thought, you wrote: “The reason, why this is so big, is because I used to say I am (emotionally) homeless.. But now, I actually can say ‘home’… I smile a lot.. I feel really peaceful at the moment.. Something big shifted again.. I am very content with the outcomes and state of mind I have taken on”-

– On April 25, you wrote: “I deal with many things on my own mostly, especially my emotions”. Even an epiphany, a “Something big” kind of epiphany- you experience on your own, not in the context of a meaningful in-person interaction with another human.

This home-epiphany gave you peace and contentment and that is a very good thing. Next step would be to experience peace and contentment in the context of a meaningful interaction with another person- not in a book or a blog or a forum such as this, but in real life, in-person.

anita