Do you have some physical or other disability that makes you feel different?

just different personality, different values, beliefs, way of thinking

It seems you’ve experienced rejection a lot, and last time it was by someone called antina.

believe me i have no life outside in the real world, antina is on this site , i really didn’t care much about her ignoring me, since i knew that will happen, it just makes me sad i can’t get close to nice people, without changing who i am completely, in order to be accepted and liked, but really there is no possibility where i live, so i neither can have it online or offline, i actually don’t care anymore, about any of this, i just miss people, i guess the idea of people, the idea of connection, but when i come to reality its not as good, its not worth it.