That you’re no different in that respect from the rest of humanity?

of course i do, im human after all, i desire love and have normal emotion, almost, i don’t understand the need to say such obvious facts.

 Perhaps you don’t want to compensate for it, because you know that all compensation is fake

im more then happy to have a normal relationship, though i know this isn’t possible without at least change 80% of me, and no, not all of compensation is fake

It’s not the true love that you long for

im too smart to chase such love, i already said i don’t value love much, you asked about my dreams, and dreams is not something i choose, by dreams i mean desires and needs, because this is all what dreams about for me, i don’t dream of anything besides that, i don’t want to be anything or do anything.

 and that your longing is valid

so i can have what i need ? i don’t think so, i mean i can understand why i have this, but whats the point if i can’t satisfy a bits of it?