animal that doesn’t needs others

this is good on paper, but when we come to the real world, can you tell me how can apply this? how can i find a group that can understand me? that accept me? that can offer the things that won’t make me sick, and is those things free? or do i have to drop some values of mine? or destroy the persona i made?

i wanted to ask you something, we been talking for a long time, and i don’t think i ever asked you this, how are you ? and im asking in general, in life, how do you feel? are you happy? and why are you doing this? this whole talking and offering help