Neither one of us is superior, neither one is inferior.

you are superior in some things, and i am superior in other things

a person is superior to other people in many ways, such as in knowing how to bake bread, or grow vegetables, or do fancy software computer work, but when it comes to Human Basic Value- we are equal, you, I and every member on this site

i agree, but i really didn’t mean human values, but more like a desire not to follow such values, a desire so strong that im welling to be miserable my whole life for, and thus i am better in this aspect

if the person saying this statement says it because it is very meaningful to him, and with genuine concern in his voice and face, and with a willingness to spend more time with the needy person

you know what i’ve lost ? THIS,  just because of stupid belief i made, i lost the desire to want to be helped, the only thing when i had it before, not only did it made me feel like shit, but it made my suffering more, i lost it before i even have it

no one is born a sociopath, no sociopath babies

you know there is sociopath gene right?

then you LIED

im human aren’t i? i even lie to myself, so why not people too, i actually don’t know what is true anymore, its all mixed up, what is a lie ?

But having improved my thinking skills, I figure that when you said what you said, it was probably not a lie, but a piece of wishful thinking, wishing that you can’t be hurt

damn i kinda feel you too good for me, lol

by apathy you mean that you suffer less anxiety, less guilt, less shame- good thing then

i remember my sister compliment my apathy, i almost cried, finally some appreciation, so thank you

I personally feel consistently better since I stopped fantasizing about life being magical and wonderful

i do too actually, since i have a choice, i will never get back to fantasy, though without it the world is really boring and dull, still i kinda like how ugly it is sometimes (i say its ugly because of bad pov early on in my life)

 babies don’t talk, can’t have a conversation with a baby

i really like how you avoid my question just because you don’t wanna say the ugly truth lol, i won’t insist though

 was your past (rare) use of profanity and sexual references on your previous thread

i do remember mentioning sexuality but i really don’t remember it being (aggressive), as for profanity, i will try to say less of those, i also won’t mention anything related to sexuality, although i was never gonna, because i remember mentioning sexuality in my past post and you not liking such post (in my pov) , though thank you for telling me

If you then ignored my request

why on earth would i do that?

But I want you to be tolerant when other people (including members who reply to you) make the wrong assumptions, okay?

ok, i will try