OMG DUUUUUDEEEE YOU ARE SO AWESOOME!!!!! sorry for the unprofessional language i am just feeling so good right now! a post-breakdown joy as the specify it. when it comes to the acceptance rate of those universities i am very confident with myself. if i work hard i can make it and i know it. im not trying to brag but i enrolled in one of the best highschools in turkey. im not sure if ur aware of the education system in here but we go through an exam for highschool to, sorta like sat’s!  that sounded like i was bragging and im not gonna lie reassuring my accomplichments is something i need right now and sorry for that. i just need to tell you that you are one of the kindest and most awesome people i have met. taking the time off your day to do research about me aka the super melancholic internet stranger with a teenager angst is one of the meaningfull things a person can do. thank u for simply existing and helping. im pretty sure i love u right now. HAVE THE MOSSSST AMAZING DAY AND I AM PRAYING AND BEGGING TO GET OUR PATHS CROSSED ONE DAY EVEN IF WE DONT RECOGNISE EACH OTHER. (i could smell your kindness) lots of lovveeeee ^^