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  • #388407
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    i feel really good and welcomed with my life now. i have a significant other that i really cherish. thank you for keeping up with me it means literally the world. how are you?

    #381449
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    thank u for the advice, really. i will take everything a little slover while thinking it through. have a wonderfull day.

    #381324
    soma
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    OMG DUUUUUDEEEE YOU ARE SO AWESOOME!!!!! sorry for the unprofessional language i am just feeling so good right now! a post-breakdown joy as the specify it. when it comes to the acceptance rate of those universities i am very confident with myself. if i work hard i can make it and i know it. im not trying to brag but i enrolled in one of the best highschools in turkey. im not sure if ur aware of the education system in here but we go through an exam for highschool to, sorta like sat’s!  that sounded like i was bragging and im not gonna lie reassuring my accomplichments is something i need right now and sorry for that. i just need to tell you that you are one of the kindest and most awesome people i have met. taking the time off your day to do research about me aka the super melancholic internet stranger with a teenager angst is one of the meaningfull things a person can do. thank u for simply existing and helping. im pretty sure i love u right now. HAVE THE MOSSSST AMAZING DAY AND I AM PRAYING AND BEGGING TO GET OUR PATHS CROSSED ONE DAY EVEN IF WE DONT RECOGNISE EACH OTHER. (i could smell your kindness) lots of lovveeeee ^^

    #381323
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    heyyyyyy! sorry its been so long. i somehow pushed my anxiety about school and future and all that deep inside me somewhere. its not the best since everything does resurface every other week but i just cant handle all of that atm. i am confident in myself about getting into a good uni. i just have to work my ass of for 2 years straight and that is somehow relieving to think about since thats basically all i have been doing since idk early primary school days. i have always been the overworking studying type i just need to get on the racs again. the simple problem is that i dont know when or where to start buttt i can always ask for help even from stranger on the internet 😀 come to the topic of it thanks a bunch you are awesome and a big help ^^

    #377307
    soma
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    Dear anita,

    it is true that my country is going on a downhill and thats why i want to leave and start a new life somewhere else. that is not possible for the next 7 years but i believe that i will make it. when it comes to the topic i want to major in i think its bussiness. i can see myself in a suit going to work. that may sound overwhelming to some but i quite like steady and certain things. i am still figuring out what i like and i am going to take my time. thank you so much for all the research you made for me and for your time. have a great day

    #377306
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    Dear TeaK,

    i dont think i have a perticular university in mind but that doesnt mean i dont have any because i have a few of them like Bogazici University, Koc University, ITU etc. i also want to study abroad and live abroad but that doesnt seem possible until i graduate collage. who knows maybe i will master at something. about my dad, he is teh absoulute worst but i have a soft spot for him and that drives everyone around me crazy.for context he left me and my mom when i was a baby and my mom was 19 and came back 10 years later just to manupilate the hell out of me. i think im afraid of him leaving again even tho i talk to him once a month. thats pretty much it and again thank you so so much for asking about my problems.

    #377270
    soma
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    Dear TeaK,

    i think i dont just have one problem. i struggle financially, schoolwise, mentally and parentally. people constantly push me into making hard desicions like choosing a career or choosing to love or hate my dad. i struggle with body image and constant judgement from close ones. some people have really high expectations of me because of the highschool  i got myself into but in reality there is so many others who deserves my place. i struggle with the relationships i have with people. sometimes i cross boundries that cant be build up once again. but you are right the main thing that keeps me up at night is the thought of growing up, choosing a job, winning a great uni etc. since i live in turkey i need to tru exeptionally harder than anyone else to live a decent life. and then theres the concept of life which i wont get into because it gives me nightmares. the main thing i need help with is choosing a career path to later pursue on. thank you for asking about my problems and thank you for listening. have a blessed day.

    #377268
    soma
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    Dear Anita,

    thank you so much for seeing me, hence my struggle. you are so right. i feel like im anxious all around the clock. i try to hide it from people but sometimes i burst out. i am really struggling with school and the expectations people have about me. i am expected to have a great career and a great life but  dont even know what i like to do. anyways, thank you so much for the advice i have been trying to treat my body with the affection it deserves. i hope you a great day.

     

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