Hey Anita, so got back a few hours ago from my meeting with my friend. I managed to get out everything I wanted to say. She said she started dating someone about a week ago as well. It makes a quite sad to be honest but I am also at peace with this sadness.

I did ask her whether she had feelings towards me when we were in a friendship. She responded by saying that she could’ve seen how it could’ve got to that point in the future and that she could’ve envisioned herself having feelings for me had we carried on talking. I think this promotes some uncertainty in me, whether I should’ve carried on talking despite how I felt. I know I did the right thing in the moment but it feels agonising to know this still.

I don’t really know how to proceed. I know there a couple things I still want to bring things up with her but I don’t want to rush into another meeting with her yet.

Thank you