She is more into western philosophy, specifically existentialism, such as Albert Camus, Freud, fredrick neichze, also nihilism, since she feel like it could help her, i raed the first half of the stranger by camus, i just didn’t like it, i can’t read it just because she likes them, although i mean i can care for her when she talks about them, in general i don’t like books, for various of reasons, one that i don’t see it interesting to read a man thoughts about the world, two that i know that everything that they say, is somhow a product of thier life and age, back then they were very influenced by religion and traditions, the ones that aren’t will say stuff that has no proofs (just like what Freud did), i was stupid enough to tell her that, she was very defensive about it, “Freud started mental health”, to me if he didn’t then another man will do, there is no great man, or a genius, but she think otherwise, i don’t like the fact that we follow authorities even when they say dumb stuff, its more like a religion then logic, and i don’t like when we drop our logic and mind, just for authorities, because they must be smarter then us and therefore we should submit to thier ideas and beliefs

I talked to her, told her about what i meant by love, she didn’t response really, we talked for a few time then i went to sleep, i guess we will stay friends, i don’t mind really, as long as im close to her, as long as i could be nice to her

I think that you are a true Lover

I guess it comes with the package, its because im true to myself i guess, although there is no one to love, maybe my sister, i really think that if i get in a relationship i would be a good partner, not physically maybe, but mentally, a proof is that my relationship with my sister, i can’t think of anything would happen that will make us apart, even when she gets angry and say bad things, i don’t get mad back, i just understand that this feeling is uncontrollable often, we are very open to each other, and if i gets bother by any actions of hers, i would just tell her, that easy, thats how you build a good relationship, by communicating, the good and bad, by understanding each other