After having a deep thoughts with myself,

I just realized that i havent lost feelings for her, i desperately need help in this… otherwise i’m really gonna feel hurt every single day.

I guess the only way is to stop looking at her social media and also have a mindset to accept that it’ll be okay if she met a new guy in the future. Because every time i saw her instagram stories in which she posted daily, the thoughts of hoping her in the future is still there. I really really need to accept that my life with her has ended for good… and also stop texting her (even if it’s only a birthday wish)…. I just hope that i can do this… because to stop thinking about her after 5 years is gonna be hard and also painful.