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Hello my friend,
I share some ideas for you. I only invite to to quietly and patiently contemplate. Depends you.
When mistakes are seen correctly, they can be the door to greater enlightenment and self discovery and development.
Though, from wrong seeing, many mistakes become like a traveling partner to the end of each life. Though this kind of traveling partner is a thief of your inner treasures and holds the key to your inner prison.
Meaning, keeping an emotional attachment to mistakes destroys the conditions needed to keep growing and moving with the life. ‘Keep’ is the name of the inner prison of many.
All mistakes have a different appearance. So I do not focus on the appearance of your mistake as it is your cause and effect.
How to overcome? Purpose of overcome is to escape attachment to mistakes.
Sincerely accept everything as YOUR mistake. If you are quiet inside, you will see that from following your emotions created the path for cause and effect to appear on the time.
Accept means you no hide from yourself and face to face with everything to sincerely see and understand the nature of mistake.
Observe mistakes like an object outside of you. So you clearly understand the cause and nature of mistake. Try to observe from awareness and wisdom, not the feeling about it. Must courage to let the feelings go and just observe without judgement.
When you clearly see and understand, then from observation, look for the better way next time if same situation appears.
Then you fix everything inside. Fix means… Once you see, understand and know clearly about mistake and the cause. You must begin clear and clean everything inside. Clean and clear means.. You forgiveness with yourself.
Forgiveness and love, love and forgiveness are one. Which creates the space for you to escape and overcome yourself.
As long as you continue to hold emotions that appear as regret or guilt, you create a new mistake from not seeing clearly that the life always moves and changes. Must courage to let everything go, put down the emotion, the attachment, to grow up from the situation so you are ready with the life. Ready to face new possibilities with confidence and faith discovered from each experience.
Important detail is this… Once you see, understand, fix and clear.. You must grateful for mistake. Because mistake shows you that when we lose awareness. When awareness comes late, and emotions lead.. many troubles appear.
If you can courage to see everything from another corner.. you will see that good and bad only comes from emotions attached to a discriminatory View from only seeing the appearance of the life. Emotions are always the path for cause and effect to appear. On the time, must pay my friend.
Now your lucky. Everything has finished and you must good behavior with your effect. Remove the inner judgement, the inner discrimination and you will see, everything is ok. Only the physical effect remains which you will finish on the time.
Lastly.. ‘Forget everything’. This is difficult practice for many because from the habit of false thinking they believe holding emotions about each mistake and repeating it over and over is useful in proving to everyone how sorry they are. No need my friend.
Why so,
Your purpose, and the purpose of your Soul in the life is to keep growing up. To keep growing like the big tree of the forest we must courage to continuously clear and clean all emotional attachment to an imaginary past or situations.
I can tell you that the path of my self enlightenment was through numberless doors of mistakes.
You must courage to clean and clear everything inside, to put down, to cut the strings of attachment to the appearances of mistakes in the life. Meditation is a way to do this.. Because in stillness and quiet we can clean everything inside. Clean the mirror of awareness from the dirt and dust caused by emotions.
I do not say this is easy or hard. Because everything depends upon your courage and self determination to practice NO KEEP.
You can be sure of this, the life is always trouble.. This situation comes and goes, means another waits.. Use each mistake like the rock that sharpens the sword of Wisdom. As you grow and develop, so to does your awareness and skill to see everything clearer and faster. That is the value from sincere practice.
The time does not care your mistakes or your feelings.. Your Soul is your Soul, please forget any delusional ideas that it is damaged or broken or lost.. No my friend. The law of the Soul follows the law of the Soul. Together with your body, like friends to the end until the Body reaches its limit.
Relax with the life. Peace with mistakes. Remove the judgment, the discrimination and come back to balance by letting what has passed, be washed away like writing in the sand.
Must courage in each step. Confidence to face to face with whatever comes or does not come.
See everything as it is now. Grateful for now. Grateful for the life and experience. Grateful for the gold rocks of wisdom that are left over for you to pick up once you wash and clear everything inside.
My friend,
I wish you peace in each step.
The life exists within each breath. Keep going my friend.
No keep = FREE. (inside)
Thank you so much,
Wind.