Hello Anita

Yes it’s true. Here too. In our case if I wouldn’t be vaccinated it wouldn’t be even possible to travel to some places – including Ukraine. And soon it will be also require to go to some places.

Yes indeed. She also said we broke up since almost one year ago.  Technically it’s a break but perhaps in her mind it’s also such as a break up. It also means I wouldn’t maybe able to be present with some signs you told me in first message such holding hands.

It’s true that our issue was also being separated for so long time without being physically present.  And the distance (that was also due to the covid) didn’t help. It even did opposite because texts probably brought some misunderstanding. But a friend told me that in my situation the distance and the break was also favorable in order to perform some of my chances I needed to do anyway.

But on the other hand since january, I witnessed positive progresses in our communication and getting closer. And few months ago if she wouldn’t have developed another depression (or a burn-out), we could have met. We were talking every day and I felt from my side it came back. After I don’t know I need to see. We were together 7 years which is long time enough to keep some feelings.
As for me, even if 1 year and a half passed since our last meeting, I can’t forget and was emotionally connected to her even by distance. I remember she loved me very much and it was also a reason why she was patient to wait for my changes and decided the break. Even if she called it later a break up.

But as you say, it will depends on the meeting in person. She was also waiting for those changes. And coming as a new person could make a difference. Until last months, she were waiting and ready to see those. And again in last messages, she spoke about changes being not enough that she couldn’t see in person.  So yes I guess it will be also up to me bring most chances.