Hello Anita

She expressed her love very much while as for me I had issues to show it. After she may have been disappointed and stepped  back in a break. You are right that depending on the feelings it can increase or decrease. I may feel more confident or less confident depending the evolution it’s true.

Yes this can make a possible evolution at the moment we will meet in person. I will have to adapt. What she’ll like to see are my changes if I became different, more attentive, supportive.. If I am secure enough for her. At the moment if the feeling is good, I could adapt my behavior and why not hold her arm or hand to support. Just being a gentleman by helping, holding doors etc.. would some attention she would appreciate for example. I need to do also according to how she feel. Being in depression could make her not open or enthusiastic also.

Yes I understand. She may also need time. It will depend how it will be in the moment. Her reactions could tell but as you say it’s not because she doesn’t smile for example that it’s doomed. But feeling and actions will be important to adapt the attitude.
I also should remain a bit distant to not appear in demand but show that I have changed and aimed my goals for myself.