I see you’re reaching out, wanting something

Yes, i want connection.

You see how you’re creating your own reality?

Did i Choosed the people who answer me? Did i Choosed the place i live? Did i Choosed teak to answer me? To make fun of my belief because no one else believe it? Dismiss my arguments as depression and trauma? Project her values and beliefs because they are superior, because society agrees with her, because she knows more then me about my own life, a life i lived for decades, and she comes with 10 min thinking to figure it out, dare tell me how to love myself, how to live, and i should thank her, if she ever cared, she would put herself in my position, see life the way i see it, and try to understand (not advise) why and how do i live, but that’s a bit hard, all they can do is compare their suffering to mine, and somwhow coming with the conclusion that its similar, dismissing what i stand for, my mind, as depression, something that happened to them in a period of time, and then start projecting thier experience, thier point of view, on me, because they are superior, they know better, i should dismiss my mind and follow whatever they say, like a slave, and i should thank them, what a sick joke.

you don’t appreciate their sincere wish to help

Im sorry society brainwashed thier brain, mind values and beliefs, im sorry im different, im sorry that their help make me sick, disgust me, make me wanna end it.

and are totally dismissive of anything they tell you

I only dismissed what doesn’t make sense, the only reason i engaged with you because it first you said things that can be true, but then started to project, because you simply can’t accept what i stand for and what i believe, its troubling to your world view, so its my fault right? Because i am like this.

So their response is that they ignore you, which is what “you expected”. But in reality, you brought about this reaction upon yourself

Yes i did brought this upon myself, not because i said what i said, but because i Choosed to be this person.

why would someone want to engage with you, only to be rejected and treated disrespectfully? They rather withdraw.

Its funny you said that, because i feel that way about them, but my feelings doesn’t matter right? Thier feeling does, because society validate thier feelings.

If you want to engage with people meaningfully, you’d need to stop rejecting them so completely, while believing that they are rejecting you.

They are rejecting me, they reject my mind, arguments, beliefs and values, my lifestyle, everything i do or think, as depression or trauma, whats the point of even trying to make them understand if they will never accept you?, never understand you?, never care for you?, not because of any wrong in you, but because society brainwashed thier brain to think you are bad, that you are worthless, a waste, a loser, depressed.

So no i don’t wanna engage with such people, and my posts are very clear, they dismiss such people from the start, to not go through this again, and the proof is, there is very few people that will accept me, most will try to change, project, and misunderstood, the proof is my past post, the proof is these posts.