Hi Murtaza,

You are offended if I say that your reasoning is partially caused by childhood trauma. But why?

No, that’s not what you said in the past, here i accept this.

Good that we agree on something. I didn’t see earlier that this was one of your main problems with me, but now I see it, because you said it clearly in your last post. So now I see it.

The same thing you doing here, blaming me as if i don’t love myself, your response implies thats its my falut people don’t like me, i have one word, prove it.

I told you why people don’t want to communicate with you – because you rejected everyone (except anita) and in a rather rude and dismissive manner. Those people tried to help you, but you saw it as an attack on you. You believe you love yourself by wanting to stay in your misery. I said there is a way to get out of your misery, which doesn’t include suicide. But you stick to your belief, your strong conviction, that you absolutely love yourself. At the same time, you say you are animal. An animal doesn’t love itself in the way humans do. It wants to survive and procreate. You don’t want to procreate, you expressed it clearly. So how are you an animal?

And why individuality matters to me more then “healing”?

You expressed it before – that you value your uniqueness. And now too, you said “i Choosed to be this person”. You value this persona you created, you love this persona, you identify with it. And if others don’t accept it, you believe they don’t accept you.

Also if i remember correctly, “healing” that you suggested was to love myself in the way you want to, i also remember you saying its impossible without people,

If the person has the intention to heal, they can do a lot of work by themselves, for free. I suggested a lot of quality online resources, but you rejected it all. It doesn’t have anything to do with the fact that you live in Iraq – you too have access to those resources. But you simply don’ want it.

no matter what i say, what excuse i give, what argument i provide, you won’t accept me, nor like me, why bother?

Indeed, it’s important that we first accept ourselves. If you fully and completely accepted yourself, you wouldn’t be looking for acceptance from people online. You wouldn’t want me – a random stranger on the internet – to like you, if you truly liked and loved yourself.

• This reply was modified 3 years, 4 months ago by Tee.