Ultimately I choose her, as everything has been open, honest and pleasant in between us from the start. With no signs of unhealthy behavior. Likewise the prospect of spending our lives together, having a family was strong and with solid foundations.
I voiced this to her, that as long as they two remain together, she will continue to demonize and push me away due to that hatred against me he’s injecting into her, and he will block all thoughts about a reconcilliation with me because he believes that I’m harmful to her and just want to separate them. Her response was to push me further away.
He should stay a memory. Perhaps after years and down the road he may realize his own mistakes and become open. I don’t see that right now or anytime soon though and so I’d rather we went our own ways.
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