*continuation from the previous post*

I think the regret i felt on my uni days because of that “girl” who separated from me a month ago, as she said to me it’s due to her wanting to focus on her uni.

I feel like i should’ve that kind of mindset back in my early uni days…. I cant believe my priority is her back then…. I didnt try being in a part of a club/organisation on uni, only barely passed on most on my uni course, i also hangout mostly with students who dont really care about uni grades… what they aim is only to finish their bachelor…

I should’ve created my own goals that time and not prioritizing dating…

But back then i havent know this website yet, part of the reason that i can focus on myself right now is due to several advices i get in this website….

I dont even understand myself back then, that i’m a person who needs to feel a sense of accomplishment to feel better, like what i‘m doing right now (learning chinese, working out). If i have achieve those two on my uni days, i’ll definitely feel some accomplishment right now… and i can focus on learning other things….

i used to think that me having a lot of friends will give me joy in life…, you could say i’m really affected by my peers back then…

But now i realize, that life is about learning everyday….. my principle right now is that i’m a person who needs to learn something everyday… so that i can be a more useful and improve my quality as a person.