Dear Anita,

no I have never seen a doctor or a therapist for my ever thinking I know that it destroys me from the inside out but I don’t wanna get over it on my own I want to try at least. The problem is that sometimes I call myself from these thoughts and when I think of my boyfriend I feel bad and he makes me feel like I’m not attracted to him anymore and these thoughts come back and what does that could mean? Does that mean I am bi? I don’t want at all to ruin my relationship…