Hi,

It’s actually him. He has a volatile personality. He gets these moods when he picks on everything I do.  When am working I like listening to music or video. It helps me focus when am feeling off-balance which is how I feel today. I have a mild case of autism as well as horrible PMS. So, sometimes I get triggered by certain things around me. To calm down I listen to music or switch on a video. I won’t necessarily be watching but it gives me an opportunity to shut the world out.

A narrow-minded man like him wouldn’t understand if I told him I have autism and sometimes I struggle to focus with so much noise around me. I am also learning slowly that he is very selfish and he hardly ever speaks for me as my boss. he is so indifferent to my work problems. I feel so frustrated.

I wanted to take Monday off as mother’s day because this month I have horrible PMS. It’s only a Day! and he just dismisses it like its nothing. This is a married man who has seen first-hand how horrible PMS can be. but he is so indifferent that I feel like am drowning in shark-infested waters. I feel heartbroken, to be honest.

Elizabeth