Dear miyoid:

You are welcome and thank you for wishing me a Merry Christmas. Here, it’s been a very, very white Christmas, the snow is very thick, and the temperatures are very low, so I can’t get out in the car (it would take a truck), and so, I am stuck, plus lost power, the internet (got those back, for now), and can’t take a shower because the water pump froze. So, it’s a white and difficult Christmas so far.

“I wouldn’t say that I’m shy, or insecure to share“- I don’t understand this sentence. Would you like to rewrite it more clearly and expand on it a bit?

“I question my ego… I felt my ego a lot, rising. I just obeyed that…  I really like feeding my ego, though… Maybe I’m that much of an egoist! Kidding. But maybe I am!“- it could partly be my lack of sleep, but I don’t understand your references to ego either. Maybe you can, if you will, clearly explain to me what you mean by ego, and what your personal ego is like.

anita