Anita,

“Also during that time is when I feel that he likes me the most-which is not a healthy frame of mind”

Now that I read you post, I think sex is one of the main things I have to offer because I don’t have anxiety during that time.  My brain is only tuned in on what I am doing in the moment. That’s how I get to show him I like him in that state of mind.

I did not have the thought that he would lose interest.  Currently I believe my anxiety issues will get old and annoying unless I try to talk with him and find a way to calm down.  More important than him getting annoyed it is I think this talk is the only way I can enjoy myself.

Lindsey