Dear samy:

If you deleted your account, but did not delete your previous thread or threads, you can go back and locate your thread/s by going back to previous pages all the way to the approximate month and date when you last posted there, and reactivate your account, post there and the old thread/s will appear on the first page.

“I do have a lot of trauma in my childhood. It still lives and breathes in how I behave, how I perceive situations, how I function at work, how people walk all over me… I need someone to hold me and say it’s ok and reset my brain, so I become normal. Every situation is hard… My life is unbearable. I am in a lot of pain. I want this to stop. I can’t take it anymore” –

– I bet you thought many times before that you couldn’t take it anymore, and yet you could. I thought that way myself, and… it so happens that I was able to take more. I didn’t want to take more pain and distress, and I figure that you don’t want more of this either.

If you can’t bring your previous thread/s back, please share more about your trauma, about any therapy you may have had, what worked, what didn’t work, as well as any other information that may be relevant.

anita