Hello everybody,

I’ve been on this forum since yesterday searching for some hope as I fear I will never get out of this rut after my relationship breakdown. It has been too long and I still can’t move on. I’ve developed anxiety and often get suicidal thoughts ( I don’t think I’d ever act on them) but I’m seeing no light.

The reason I posted on here was I spent all night reading this thread from beginning to the end. It seemed really welcoming with different voices and I don’t want to interject on one to one interactions on other threads or create my own.

I know this is a long shot as many of you are now inactive. Maybe hearing back from you who have experienced very similar depths of despair might give me the courage to fight. I don’t think you can ever overcome anxiety, I’m just so lost @Shelbyville especially I’d love to know where you are now. Did you get a handle on your anxiety, is your new relationship still going and have you found something better than the person in this thread? I don’t want false hope, I want the realities of life. Thank you everyone.