Helcat

Do i have a fear of being single?  Yes and no.  Yes because all my friends are either married or have boyfriends .   I don’t like to be alone.  I have family and my children but it’s not the same.

As for dating :    Dating sucks.  I get told I’m so pretty and sexy and have a wonderful personality and very smart.  I always ask if age matters and they say no why would it  .  I also get told I look way younger than I am.  A lot of men in their 30’s tell me they like older women vs younger.  Then when I do find someone and we hit it off , after few months or so they slap me in the face and decide they don’t want a relationship or whatever their excuse may be. They tell me I’m such a good person .  Well if I’m all of these….. then what is the problem?  Why can’t they just commit if I’m such a good fit for some of them?  I am not fake , not that high maintenance, I am not like other women and I’ve been told that too.  And I’ve been told it’s not me , it’s them.  What is their problem?   And yes I’ve dated men my age and I swear some are worse then the younger ones.
So yeah ….. dating sucks at times and I just wish I can just find someone who will just stay and wants an actual real relationship.