Anita
I am literally in tears reading this . It’s so spit on every bit of it . I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders . I carry the load of my daughter and husband do they have less to carry . I am a people pleaser and it was easy option to apologise to him .

he definitely disrespected my feelings and my emotions and insecurities.

yes I could tell you what he cooked for dinner but really nothing about what made him tick . .

yes Anita he will never know how I feel again or anything personal about me my thoughts and my my family .

you are amazing for reading people