anita,

thank you so much, this has made me feel so much better. and yes please, next time you dele you did something wrong, i would love to forgive you.

although i’m trying to accept that i’m only juman and i made a mistake, i struggle with residual guilt whenever i see or am with my partner. how can i overcome this? do you think guilt fades with time? i’m not sure how to wake up and feel normal again as it looms over me like a dark cloud every day. i’m also so paranoid my partner will find out some way even though it’s very unlikely.