Hello Felix:

March 23-30, 2021  “My mom was not there for me when I was a kid because she divorced my dad and instead chose to find her own happiness. She married a man who didn’t give a shit about me… my materialistic and superficial mom”.

April 12: “I think the problem is that I’ve been alone for a bit too long. I’ve grown cold…  I haven’t felt any love from anyone in a long time. There is a saying in Russian, ‘A dog is only mean when it lives a shitty life'”.

May 14-16:  “I would rather live in a socialist country or even go back to communist Soviet union than to have to live in this corporate America were greed is everything and humanity is nothing”.

August 5-6:  “(My) anger at women that I am trying to process…. my anger goes deeper…  it’s irrational. I am thinking about taking some meds just to numb myself… I live in LA where you HAVE to be 6 feet tall, drive a BMW, and live in the hills, or women don’t even look at you… I am invisible to local women”.

May 29-30: “Women are looking for some advantage, for a better option, and all that. I know it’s not how all women are, but in my head I have it stuck there that any woman, even the most decent woman in the world, is playing a game and will take advantage…

“I am talking about our culture, western culture, modern feminism.. I’ve tried meeting women since my divorce, but there is always a game, a strategy on their part. What can I do for them? … all women only care about money, status, height, etc… it’s disgusting… I just can’t get over the idea that modern women have been given the permission by this new wave of girl power to be rotten at the core…

“I want a relationship, badly, but I know how toxic my thinking can get and I understand I will never have a relationship if I continue with this type of thinking, but I am also right in many things I say and believe…  am I just too far gone?…

“I simply do not trust women…My mom divorced my dad as soon as I was born and found someone who had status and money (considering it was USSR). So that’s why I don’t fully trust my mom…she still put her own ambitions over her husband and son… any woman, even the most decent one, can turn into a monster…

“Not all women are bad, not all women cheat, not all women are like that, but any woman, even the most decent one, can be like that if it is advantageous to her… Women can be the sweetest angels, but then destroy your life. My uncle gave my aunt the world. She had everything, he slaved away, gave her two beautiful kids, money, house, travel, love, care, everything, and then she dumped him for some loser who made her tingle in the tummy, took all his money, his house, business, and eventually his life. Sorry, but not sorry. I am not bringing up based on hate, but based on life…

“Women are two faced. It’s a fact, ask most women in the work force and they will tell you that they trust men more than they trust women… If a man is wrong, then it’s his fault If a woman is wrong, it’s because the man did something and he needs to apologize…Women cheat more than men could ever dream of. They actually passed laws in France that it’s not legal to do paternity tests because it may upset the balance of the family. Just another excuse for a woman to cheat … I’ve known too many guys who have been destroyed by women and who had lost their lives because of these women”.

Aug 16-18 2021: “Anything I say after this will look like straight up misogyny… modern feminism is pure evil and not a single human being on this world or any other world could ever tell me otherwise..  Even good women are looking for HOT guys with fat wallets who can provide the kind of life style they want… I’ve seen the darkest side of humanity and to everyone’s surprise it came from women. Don’t get me wrong on men, men do terrible things, but I know when a men is a POS and when not. I know how to handle the worst men. But that’s not how a woman operates. The nicest most decent woman will turn into a monster if it benefits her narrative..  My ex-wife, who is sweetest person I ever met, on a dime turned into a monster whom I did not recognize..  I am just presenting some cold hard truths and facts”.

March 2, 2022: “I am working remote this week as I cannot be in the office while ignorant Westerners smile and go on about their lives while WW3 is approaching… Russians in Russia are as brainwashed as the Germans were in WW2. I have so much anger and hatred towards them”.

April 16-18, 2022:  “I don’t conform to the crazy superficial and materialistic standards of modern society… I am just tired of dealing with narcissists…  modern women are absolutely awful and have killed romance, love, marriage, family, etc.”.

I will comment on these quotes, Felix, in a later post, maybe tomorrow morning- unless you prefer that I don’t, in which case, please let me know.

anita