Good Morning My “Friend”,

Hopefully, you will wake up with a big smile on your face.  I was up most of the night reading, watching documentaries and of course, Loving on my 4 fur babies.  They are so precious I could eat them up.

My friend {LOL} called last night & I could hear a difference in his voice.  I wanted to say a few things to him & I was very calm, didn’t say anything ugly and I was surprised at the text he sent after we spoke.

Here goes & No I won’t fall for these words but it feels nice because he at least sent the read. Ended the conversation with him asking if he could drop off my belated Birthday gift due to his week away with his ex because that was the week of my Birthday.  I know, he should have spent some time with me that day because he didn’t leave to go out of town until the day after.  When I told him it would be fine he was shocked & said really?  I said “Of course, I have earned it and to top it off it is a candle that he said he spent 3 hrs. driving around town trying to find me a candle because I keep candles burning 24/7 and always have and he said he found one that smelled like him and he thought I may like it and hoped I would along with a few little things which he said were not a big deal but it was a few things he wanted me to have.  Of course, I said yes. I am excited to find out what the gifts are so I can tell you and we can dissect the gifts. The gifts will tell me where his head is a bit.

Here is the text he sent.

There is something about you that just fascinates me. I do not like being in control of everything.  You are exclusive, unpredictable, and outspoken but soft, emotional, smart, and sophisticated.

Maybe it’s the balance with you, I don’t know. Done thinking about it for the day, I see you everywhere. Going to bed and will talk tomorrow.

What do you read from the text?  Yes, my Friend, you have permission to use the Crystal Ball. He also told me while we were talking he had an appointment next week with a psychotherapist to help him figure out why he feels so responsible to take care of his ex and kids while all he does is work.  We shall see.  I think I already have it figured out because I knew his first wife and the children. Long story, but good for another post.

Have a Beautiful day.  It is raining here & I fed all my babies and believe I will lay back down for a while and listen to the raindrops hit the roof and the euphoric feeling I have been able to lay here looking out the glass doors in my bedroom & see the bird, squirrels and all the fur babies sleeping because the opossum and raccoons were on my porch last night playing.  Even though I am alone and get lonely I do believe I am learning to make myself happy and it feels great.

Thank you for the new friendship.  I look so forward to opening my laptop and looking for your reads.

Your Friend Shookie~