I said i shut down because of my anxiety, it only happens when i really like someone so really it’s a compliment. I’ts rare i react this strongly about someone. And then he said a lot of nice things about i had nothing to apologize for and he talked about how he also deals with anxiety.

IT comes on top of one the girls (the one adding pressure on me before the date) asking people to join her after work for drinks (last friday and today) but didn’t included me. Do now i feel both heartbroken and like i am slowly being cut off for some reason.