Thank you both for your kind words. I guess I am just overwhelmed. I have BPD which is hard to manage at the best of times and I have a lot of times where I feel truly hopeless.

@anita – thank you for your reply. I have shared what you describe above. Things have often been hard, I won’t lie. My boyfriend recently left me because he said he couldn’t support me any more and I have to support myself. I am in the process of going to therapy and cutting down on substances.

@iamone – your words have really helped. It is just a feeling. I will try and keep this acknowledgement with me.