Tbh i really want to try having a relationship with her, as i always enjoyed our date, but at the same time exhausting…. But if im already on a relationship with her, means that im going to meet her parents and get to know them, as well as her sister…. It could be more exhausting…

I used to text her everyday, but today i feel exhausted idk why…

Also im confused should i confess before or after the new year…. As at the end of december im going to have a holiday trip with my parents for a week and cant meet her…