Good Afternoon Friend,

Can’t believe I just woke up. LOL~ I have a hard time sleeping right and taking care of my babies.  One is doing very well, one is incurable & my Balinese head looks a bit rough because he keeps trying to pull the scabs off and it opens the wound again.  I am going to let it air out today since he wanted outside to play,  except tonight I will flush it out wash & bandage where he can’t pull it off.

He is such a good boy, didn’t fight or try to get me to leave him alone like he knows I am helping him.

So happy your weather is better and I am so happy for you.  It has been about 30 years ago & I was living behind my parents, and our property lines touched with the exception we were 15 acres apart,  A huge fire started which was about 30 miles away & burned so bad it was terrible because we had never experienced a catastrophe type of weather like that.  Fire/smoke & being told to evacuate.  I could only watch and smell the smoke and see fire burning the trees.  I knew how many animals were losing their homes and felt helpless since there wasn’t anything I could do to save them.  It was the worst fire recorded here due to our mountains burning so bad and seemed no relief in sight.  It took years for new trees to start growing back.  Not far from the Blue Ridge Mountains in NC back in the 80s I believe~  Those Mountains are so Breathtaking.

As I started traveling and going to other countries I have learned how many natural disasters are out there, even now with all the crazies out there now talking about nuclear war.  So sad people with power use it in destructive ways.

My ex has been texting & calling nonstop since yesterday afternoon.  I turned my phone off.  I just turned it on and he is still texting and leaving messages.

I was shocked at how desperate he sounded in messages as I read the text.  I believe it is more of a pride thing because he can’t control me.  I didn’t block him but I did remove his number from my phone and delete all messages after I read them.  That was I would have to make an effort to call back because his number won’t be in my phone.  I am capable of looking at old cell phone bills for the number but will not.

I don’t like causing anyone pain even if they have caused hurt to me.  He will get over it.

Will be looking for our next read.  Once again, Thank you so much for helping me to get my smile back and life on track.

You are a very giving and caring person and have helped many.

You are truly Blessed with compassion and Caring for others.

Until the next read.

Your Friend,

Shookie~