Thank you, Anita.

I did not think he was emotionally, or verbally abusive to me until recently. I thought all my fault!
Yes, he doesn’t always say negative words to me but I know I should not reconcile with him.
When I started writing here, I was still not sure and I wanted to reconcile our relationship.
Since taking counseling and making a journal myself, I was thinking is this emotional and verbal abuse?? or my fault?

50% of me said forget about your belongings.  No need to contact him anymore.
50% of me said I should take all my belongings.  Some of them are valuable.  (Original Vinyl – which he may not return these to me though)
I’m thinking that contact him tomorrow night and if I can pick these up, if I still want to pick these up.
I still have time and I will let you know.

I’m so glad to tell you about him.  I was not smart enough to realized it was a type of abuse.
All I though was my fault.