Good evening, Anita.

Hope you are doing well. I’ve been busy and thinking/processing lots of my mind. Sorry for to delay in my response.
I went to see my new therapist and I think I like him lot so far.  Only had one session but I felt much better.  He was a very good listener.

Today, I went to my ex and dropped off his winter tires.  I thought everything was okay.  Over the tea and chat for a while.  He gave me some (winter) clothes and boots.  So I asked him again, I can pick up all today then he said no, I do not want to clean everything out once…. I do not remember what exactly to say.    He said he will drop my ski later and make some snacks next time.
Nice chat then a few minutes later, he said you ask someone else to make your snacks….
He did not kiss me (thanks!) but gave me huge hugs.  Overall, I thought we are okay but again, every second, he changes how he speaks to me.
Seems like he is a victim of this relationship.  I do not understand.
Anyway, after today’s meeting, I became much stronger than before.
I sent a text again tonight and I told him that I will drop off his belongings tomorrow morning.  If you do not want to talk or come out of the house, I will leave it in front of your house.  No response is necessary.
Only if he comes out, then I will pick up ALL my belongings tomorrow.  If he doesn’t give me my vinyl, I’m okay.
If he doesn’t come out, that’s fine.  I do not need my belongings anymore.  I’m done.  I cannot talk to him anymore.  Emotionally, I was so tired today.  He also upset me I said I will go to a friend’s house tonight (I do not like drive night time) but she called me with teas.  Is she my good friend?  Kind of.. not a close friend but we used to work together and go out a few times a year.  Not a close friend but if someone called me with tears, I will go help them.
Anyway, long story short.  He doesn’t like or agree with anything I do and is mad at me.
We talk but we are not friends….  By him.
Finally, became strong and say goodbye to him.
Wish me luck for tomorrow and I will be back here tomorrow afternoon.