Dear Anita.

You are so amazing!  I will consult you if I ever date with someone again but I do not think so.  I’m enough.
> don’t think that if you send him a check, it will resolve his anger because, like I wrote above, I think it’s about what he gave his mother and about his anger at her.

I took last third trip to return my gift from him and his tools, made him more mad!  He mad at me because I said forget it first then I mail it.  That’s why I took the tird trip to therer.  Seems like anything I do, he is upset me anyway.  I wish him nothing.  I’m bad, I cannot say happiness or anything.  I wish he goes to Hxxx but I should not say any negative words.  Shame on me thinking about it.  People said “revenge” do not make you happy but i do not agree with it.  I revenge the person before, my long time ago ex bf took my money and never return it then broke up on me.  So I called his company (he was in military), talked his boss.  His boss did not take it seriously so, I use my connection and talked to ex’s boss’s boss!  Yes, both of them got in trouble but I feel so good.  Am I bad?