dear Anita

yes , it does . and i can relate to it a lot .  i was and am , much less than before , lived in my head until recently i realized nothing would happen or change if i don`t Do anything ,  i believe the less we think the more we are happy.

like you, another thing i  realized that i didnt pay attention to my surrounding , as i was living in my head  i didnt  care about being organized , i didnt care about who im spending  time with , as the title of my post , i was surrounded with bitter people and not nice ones and i didnt care for it for such a long time , because in my life it was only me who could help me . although its true and after all , you are the one who should pick yourself up when you are down , but being in contact with people who dont want your best interests doesnt help .and i got used to it , that became a normal. But  you want to be around with positive people who can at least keep your spirit up , i underestimated the role of others in my happiness or misery a a lot and i paid for it dearly .