@Tee

You are right with everything you say. I can’t put my happiness on her and that’s not fair to her and it’s not helping me. I get lonely and then yes I do only remember the good times, mainly because there weren’t a lot of bad times. The good moments I believe outweighed the bad ones. But I can’t do anything about it. I’m still obviously very much in love and it’s a hard pill to swallow. Her last texts the other day were all business like and kind of impersonal. I guess I just don’t get how we can go from being best friends to this. When we reunited earlier this year she said that I’m her best friend. And now it’s like she wants nothing to do with me and again that’s hard to take. I’m trying to tell myself that if it’s meant to be it will be, that the universe doesn’t make mistakes. How do you feel about that?