dear Anita

sorry for not replying soon

yes i had a presentation to day , that was ok , i need to correct some parts , the main reason to not replying was awful net connection , it showers  rain here , usually the net would slow down a lot . but its nice , i like the sound of rain , actually my city is famous of being rainy , its called city of rain but this fall we didn`t have a lot of rain .

of course I understand it. How rude it would be of me if I insisted on talking about topics that made you feel depressed and helpless!  I mean, it is minimal courtesy (and minimal love) to not knowingly cause or increase a person’s helplessness and depression! And yet, our parents did not bother with this MINIMAL courtesy, and minimal love. thank you so much , your reply warmed my heart , xo xo .i `m glad i can be honest to you and i appreciate your understanding .

actually i was thinking about good topics we can talk about , what do you think about telling our stories  of  successes  you had after the therapy and all works you have done to overcome your childhood experiences ?i don`t think that happens in one night but i mean the similar situations that happened to you but you reacted better than before and you realized you are no longer as affected by traumas you had endured in childhood ? you once told me about the moment you realized your mom is enjoying hurting you . do you have a similar experiences ?

farnaz