My family’s a bit of a mixed bag as far as support goes. But thanks for your condolences.

There are many advantages with porn, however there are also downsides/disadvantages. This is certain.

Going from where I am to just imagination would be very difficult and take a very long time, and I’d feel like I was denying myself for the rest of my life, most likely. Introducing a far greater degree of moderation, however, is definitely necessary. It’s something I shouldn’t have to be ashamed of in the first place, I believe. Yet I will put in effort to dilute this karma.

Otherwise, the most effective ways for me to quit would be to renounce sexuality altogether and either live like a monk, or become a monk, or enter a healthy relationship, which I don’t know how to do, and may be difficult due to my financial disadvantages.