Anita,

I just thought today at work… I did not even ask how you have been, Anita. So asking now: How are you?

you mean in real life or here in your thread.. ?

In real life, reading too much on the internet and thinking too much about this.

does any of this reads true to you?

it mostly true when it comes to my childhood, there are memories that are vague even though they happened when I was around 13/14yo. And most of my early years. I know we were going to shop every Saturday to the small town near our place and I could not remember even one time going there. And more and more memories that are not there, like afternoons/evenings at home, eating meals, spending time, except for some memories with my cousin. Right now I think my memory is still pretty bad. I forget stuff so I keep my notes on daily basis.

you are welcome. I hope that it will be helpful to you!

I will start reading. I also got some other about BPD. I am not a good reader (I still have books it’s hard for me to finish since last year) but I will try.