Honestly, it might not hurt to go to a Halloween party. I’m glad that they invited you. It’s okay that they’re in a different place in their lives to you. You won’t be in this place forever. You’re hungry for change and you deserve it! Blow off some steam, distract yourself, try and have fun. If you’re not enjoying it leave.

You deserve love, comfort and stability in your life. It takes time, effort and luck. I have faith that you will get there. You’ve been through so much in your life already. You can get through this and make it to the other side.